I always wanted to speak my mind. Like let loose and be free with my words. To tell it like it is and not be afraid of the outcome. Always wanted to say what I wanted to say and not be in fear of what is yet to come. To for once be ruthless, because most of the times I just have unspoken thoughts. You know words that want to be let free but I stopped myself. Thoughts that should be released to the heavens. Sayings that should be on the front line to use in any type of argument. Even God must be shaking his head at me waiting for me to take a stand. To finally speak on what these thoughts be saying. Oh, how I just wish my thoughts would allow my lips to speak. To truly just speak my mind.
Like sometimes I wanna scream “fuck you” into the atmosphere when my world is crashing down an anything close to a breakthrough is a breakdown. How I want to just give up and not move forward. How I want to lash out because holding it in doesn't’ work anymore. Letting it marinate in my brain is just not getting it. Biting my tongue is just not working. It's like a broken on-button, no matter how much you press it, it just doesn't work. So, can we stop giving a fuck about what people think and say and just speak our unspoken thoughts? Because in reality no one truly knows how you feel unless your lips allow sound to let your voice out into the air. So, here’s a question… “what are your unspoken thoughts? And what is your breaking point to let it loose?”. Because I think mine has come to its heating point….
